In fact it has been very bad for me.
Life sucks man. T_________T
Quite a few things that happened this few days and I dunno where to start now =X
Hmm, just talk about the 'driving on my own' plan, which has been 'terminated' so far due to my lousy driving skill and lack of concentration =(
At 1st my dad planned to let me drive on my own to college back and forth from this week onwards, and just right before Monday he told me that he'll just continue following me. Felt slightly disaapointed, I nodded. ( Actually deep inside I expected that ady )
2nd time is on the Wednesday. He was planning to let me drive to college on my own on Thursday since my Friday class ends at 6pm, while my bro and sis' class ends at almost the same time as well. Knowing the traffic jam that we all would suffer if he fetch either of us first, he actually considering to let me drive to college. So, Thursday would be the 'trial'. Guess what? Right before I going to sleep he came upstairs and told me he'll just tag along on Thursday. I burst out laughing okay =X Well you might think that something is wrong elsewhere with me BUT that kinda of response from him was what I expected too =) No disappointment this time.
Anyway, the worse thing 'officially' started on Thursday whereby my relationship with my dad became very, very sour onwards. ( In fact I was having a very bad mood since I-dunno-when, and I could get irritated VERY easily ) I 'overlooked' a bike and nearly bang it :( Sounds scary eh? I'm sure that I looked left and right before I drove out of the junction, BUT I didnt see that bike :( Maybe it's dark ( that time was just 6am sth ) or something blocked him or whatsoever, I get scolded like sh*t after that *sighs* Not to mention that I forgot to make sure my house gate closed properly before I drove off-and I got it from my dad as well. He started picking on my mistakes and everything I did seemed wrong in his eyes. EVERYTHING okayyy? I kept quiet all the way from my house to college though deep inside I was really really angry.
Ever since I started driving last year, NOTHING I did would satisfy him.
Bah! I know things that he did is for my own good, but I'm in a real bad mood now, so just let me rant on these kayyy? =(
Well, the cold war between me and my dad begun since then, with both of us treating each other coldly :( I didnt wanna make the first move. I'm always not the one who make the first move. Anyway he kept quiet all the way when I drove to college. For the whole journey of around 40 mins there was only the sound of car engine.
I started 'fight' back this evening, whereby I have mistaken the place he asked me to wait for him, and he got uber angry because he has to rush to fetch my bro and sis. Not totally my fault though. Communication breakdown. And so I fighted back by pointing that he's not giving instructions properly blah blah blah. My patience and anger reached the boiling point and I couldnt just keep quiet anymore. He got very angry 'cause I argued back. Normally I would just keep quiet. But I didnt overdo it, didnt say anything bad or whatsoever, I merely protested that I wasnt the one who shud be blamed. Who knows if I get thrown out of the car after that. I dun wanna walk all the way back to Kepong kay :D
Rants rants rants.
An effin' F
I felt so so so upset =(
even though I didnt really take moral seriously.
even though I cant really believe it.
I hafta re-do it if that's really my result kay? *dammit*
Moral studies isnt that easy kay?
What the heck.
Why it just have to go this way? =(
A lil' present from my sis :D
Evidence of Ding torturing my cutie =(
Beat him for me =P
I need to chill and relax, to get away from all these...
Hoping things will go back on track
or at least just dont be that bad for me can?
So tired of all these, including those involving my personal life.