Just Being RanDoM.

Suddenly realised it has been a really long time since I last updated my blog, LOL.

What I've been up to? I'm pretty clueless as well, time passed, things come and go, I ended up passing all the days without noticing how near I'm to my mock and finals. And yet again I'm procrastinating, utilising every possible minutes in something else other than studying, epp!

Somehow the emergence of facebook (in my life) make blogging unnecessary for me, any pictures, updates, thoughts and even what game u've been playing are updated within a second in fb, and blogging it out seemed to be a double work. Nevertheless, blog is a good way to express inner feelings, though. At least it's not so 'open' as facebook, with some unknown contacts in my list. ~.~

~* Celebration of Eve's Bday @ Wong Kok 8.10.2009. Pic that I love. *~


With so many things that happened recently, made me realised how I have been reacting, perhaps very inapproriately, I don't know. At that point of time only I realised the importance of having that person around, even though it represents uncertainties and, much more uncertainties. Sometimes when life gets hard, things get complicated, making things simple seems to be a hardest thing at tht point of time, especially people are outraged, fear, selfish, and helpless. It's a fact that I'm actually very highly driven by my own personal emotions now, compared to the one i used to be. I can actually masked my own feelings and continue with my own life. But for now, it seems hard and if i'm upset, it's straightaway shown on my face.

Is it a good thing or a bad thing?

~* Dedicated to my best friends, and the special ones :) *~

However, I'm really grateful that this time around, I'm not feeling as helpless as I was last time, with someone to talk to :)

There's once i got a daily inspirational quote of 'take a break' and it was exactly what I want. I'm not busy, not free, I'm just living without motivation and motive. How sad it is :(

Perhaps it's time for me to regain my motivation and confidence, even though I don't have any idea of how to do it.