Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Just Stand Up ! :)

My current addict~*

It serves some sorta inspiring/encouraging purpose for me, hee! There's definitely some songs / phrases / quotes that encourage each and every of us when we're down, right? I guess so :)

May all obstacles lay in front be overcome with our strong will and strive to achieve what we looking for :)

Stand up

Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Rihanna, Fergie, Miley Cyrus, More Collaborate On Cancer Benefit Single"Just Stand Up" produced by L.A. Reid and Babyface Edmonds.

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Lyrics:

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think,

It's like it can go through anything.

And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away,

Ain't got the patience for the pain

And if you don't believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that,

Rihanna/Miley: Things get better,

Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS :

Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough,

But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what

Don't give up...THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It's like we all have better days

Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you

Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Miley: Things get better

Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don't let up

LeAnn: Don't you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: CHORUS

Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah

Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

CHORUS

Fergie: You got it in you, find it within

You got in now, find it within now

You got in you, find it within

You got in now, find it within now

You got in you, find it within

Find it within you, find it within

Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Stories behind personality

Ello ello~*! :)


Decided to update a lil' bit since I finally got the free time to online, hee! ( Not that I'm VERY busy, just that my interest right now is get as much sleep as possible ;P )


Met up with Cath, Siewlin and Emiko on Thursday at 1u and it was good :) It has been quite some time since we last sit down chit-chat, and we spent around an hour plus sitting down in a Thai restaurant I guess, hehe! Hang out until around 5pm only I went back with some newly bought facial stuffs ;)
*Bye bye my allowance ;(*


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Took part in this Tax Challenge Competition - group category ( I'm the reserve anyway, hehe ) which includes Ding, Ethan, Jovan and Serng as well. We all started fighting to be the reserve member since the level is too high ( P6 level ) and luckily, I'm the one registered as reserve before this, hehe! Which means as long as I make sure all of them safe and sound, I need not to take part in that competition ;P


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Heard things that upset me, which I didnt expect some people could be that different from what I see. It's rather disturbing to know certain facts anyway, no wonder people always say that being ignorant of the facts would be much better at times. It struck me how people could behave when problems arise, or maybe when they have been like that all the way, just that what I know is far too little from the actual picture?


However it's too early to judge a book by its cover, should have understand them more before I judge them right? As time goes by I realised that I actually gained something from what I experienced, even though in fact I couldnt really describe what have I learnt so far. Certain people act in the way which I disagree of, however, every single person has their way of handling things and facing people around them which I have no rights to interfere with. Even me myself also couldnt guarantee that every single person around me satisfied with me anyway, and that's the time when I really need people around me to point out what's my mistake, and remind me about my wrongdoings.


Every person has different background behind them and it's not easy to place a final judgement by their single act, or from what we see so far. Maybe the reasoning, and the story behind that particular person is strong enough to support any things that he/ she did, or going to do.


It's rather annoying to be placed with the blames when you feel that you were actually doing the right thing at the right time, or even when you're being unaware of the consequences of doing it. But does that mean that act is done on purpose? Does that represents irresponsiblity? No one is perfect alright? It's funny when some people blasted at you on things that they're actually doing it.


Okay I need to chill myself down now~ >.<

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Holidays please?


Sometimes I'd just need a big warm hug :)





If you were to ask me about my recent life, I'd reply 'so far so good', nothing that really impressed me, and at the meantime nothing get on my nerves ( as yet ). Things would be slightly different as Progress Test is coming real soon and I'm really far behind >.< epp!


I have piles of work awaiting me, made up of daily stuffs eg. settling the exam registration, graduation ceremony payment, and my MORAL studies result!! Okay it really irritates me when talking about this moral studies result. It's already after almost 2 months and the every related parties are delaying and pushing us around with the same old excuse. What the heck. Everytime when we went to the financial office they'll be giving us the same answer : 'your lecturer hasnt give us the result...blah blah blah...go find your lecturer' and finding HIM is not an easy task. His phone would always be switched off, okay maybe not always, but the thing is I could managed to get him only ONCE, which is the 1st time when I asked for my result.


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Glad to see some of our friends actually came to attend law or costing class, especially my clossies! Hee! :) It really reminds me of the times when we sit together. And I feel glad to see some of them working really hard for their current papers, which somehow I should feel ashamed for myself for taking a lot of things for granted :(


Life is getting busier and more hectic now, with stress level increasing gradually especially during certain class :P Since the number of students is patheticly little, each and every of us has a higher chance of being called up for questions and I certainly dun like tht idea of being "ummm...." with a blushed face when I dunno how to answer those questions. Lol.


Hmm thinking of the graduation ceremony, what came to my mind when I first heard of it is something like prom night. Lol. Hahaha xD Sorry for being so desperate to attend such event, hehe! In fact I never got the chance to attend the prom night in my high school life since it's only held for the Form6 graduates ( I think ). So a bit tad disappointed when I got to know that we actually hafta wear those kinda attire ( which we are supposed to pay 35 bucks for it and get nothing eventually ). *prom night dream smashed* *sniff sniff*


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Sometimes just wondering am I on the right track. When things go on as it is without anything that really capable of bringing up my interest to life, or lighten up my days, should I just sit down and think what is the thing that I actually needed / wanted most? Emo-ness comes out of nowhere sometimes. Maybe I need some changes. In other words, I feel like slacking away with rests, travelling, shopping or anything other that college life.


Sounds like I have been requesting for rest and holidays all the time :D hee!

Monday, September 1, 2008

Friendship Never Ends


Hello Hello People ~! ;)


Been abandoning my blog for quite some time due to my laziness and busy with my Progress Test 1, teehee! :P Currently 'lazy' mode on, what to do eh? Hee!


So much I have been planning to blog about and it's so looooooong overdue now and somehow lost the point of blogging it out anymore =/ Anyways, what I'm gonna blog today will never be 'overdue' ;)


Few weeks after the result came out, and it felt like it has been ages since I last met my clossies ( in college ),


I miss you guys a lot!! :(







Do-Re-Mi-Fa-So, with Kak's finger xD


Somehow I love this picture very much :)



I miss them so so much, miss the fun, jokes, hapiness, lame-ness at times, and the sharing of problems between us. Kept recalling the time when we 1st knew each other, not so close, I actually felt quite awkward when talking with them ( with my lousy english, epp! ) That's the reason why I always kept quiet when you guys first knew me, hehe!






As time goes by we got closer to each other, and our friendship bond became stronger :)



Totally miss da time when we hangout together, went Genting, birthday celebration etc etc, will never forget all the laughter and happiness we shared~! ;)





This is the year we actually get closer than ever to each other and I treasure those happy time most!




Never would have thought I'll meet such great friends after my high school life and yet these girls changed my perception, totally :) In fact I dun really understand why I have such perception though, to be honest. Maybe just the lack of trust I have to this world, due to a series of incidents that happened before, those incidents struck me, and I got to learn how not to trust people that easily.



I can't say I totally understand each and every of them, yet they have been, they are, and they will still be my clossies~! ;) ~* Each happening has their own meaning behind, for us to learn from it, and get stronger by getting through all those obstacles. At times it might be hard, yet no matter what happen there'll always be friends around to support you whenever you fall :)



Thanks for being there to help and care for me whenver I need you guys, you all are GREAT, teehee! :D

Do remember there'll always be full support from me alryte! Hee! ;D